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12.11.11

2011-11-12T00:08:00.001+08:00

my logbook dah macam scrapbook.

and thank God, no more 11.11.11 spamming at fb and twitter or anywhere.

13 weeks left. and im counting down everyday, every week and every minute.

i missed my holidays.
i missed stoning during lectures.
i missed teasing my classmates.
i missed the PMS makcik at foodcourt 6.
i missed hilltop and main library.
i missed the always-out-of-order lift.
i missed the photocopy room.
i missed the waffle shop and the spaghetti yang tak menjadi.
i missed wearing nice clothes to school.
i missed 8am classes. although i hate it so much but the bus ride cheers me up.
i missed the otah puff at polar cafe.
i missed getting naggings from my lecturers.
i missed copying tutorials.
i missed napping at the library.

rindu sangat dengan si kering kat california.
yang lagi satu kat taman haiwan.
and ada kat sini pun tak selalu jumpa.

my heart sudah jet-lagged deh.

haiya!

2011-11-10T23:54:00.001+08:00

they cheat because they are expecting more and they missed out the littlest thing in their relationship.

if you made a mistake, apologise and explain why. dont keep someone hanging with no clues. it's like doing your crap half way and you got to get out of the washroom.

be responsible humans. dont run and hide. unless you are playing hide-and-seek.

men will always by your side, boys will run and hide.

When your crush says hi to you.

2011-10-15T13:58:00.001+08:00

LOL.

2011-10-09T23:16:00.004+08:00

a colleague of mine asked, "are you gonna hate those sinners? like they do sins?"
my honest answer - "nope. who am i judge you or them? im not God. we are humans. we are not perfect. :)"

having something that covers your head, it does made an impact in someone's point of view. as for me, it is quite interesting to know that people still judge you by what's on your head (that's for ignorant humans) instead what's in your mind. however, those who are keen or curious about her personality/character, they will asked you. just like what i experienced today. and i really appreciate that although there is a clash between our beliefs. but still i respect you as who you are.

there are many ways to answer to that question. but most importantly, it has to come from yourself. from your heart. words that you believe in. not those you get it from google or wikipedia. be yourself. insya-allah.

xoxo

just listen

2011-10-07T22:30:00.000+08:00

women are being stereotyped of being dumb. stupeed. bimbo. no brains. but seriously, your mum is a woman so she is dumb too? reflect. get a piece of paper and a pen. sit at one corner and reflect about this issue.

well, we are Asian women and we are far far faaaarrrrrrrrrrrr different from the westerners. stop comparing. they are more individual and outspoken. if you are ugly, they will tell in your face. compared to us, Asian women, we are soft-spoken and we love to keep secrets. okay, tell me if im wrong.

women talks alot. women complaint and complaint and complaint.

well, we complaint because we want to be heard. we want you to LISTEN to us. JUST LISTEN. we have brains to think about the solution of our problems. we went to school. we went through PSLE and O levels like men did. except for the 2 years of national service. bottom line, we went almost the same path. so, when your mum, sister, wife, girlfriend, baby complaining about how messed up her life is, how stress she is after having her period and how she has to juggle work and taking care of babies. please, dont cut her by saying, "QUIT YOUR JOB LAH." or "HAIYA. DONT THINK ABOUT IT LAH."

seriously, we dont need those words. keep it to yourself. we want to be heard. that's all. we do the ranting and complaining. men, you just do your thang, LISTEN. no matter how bored you are, just listen or pretend that you are listening. that's all. we didnt expect any answers or opinions from you unless we are a question like "what do you think?" or "you think i should go for some gym session?" then, you MUST ANSWER that question.

we dont ask much. but when we ask a question, we expect an answer. :)

xoxo

trust in friends

2011-10-06T23:13:00.005+08:00

Expectation:

Reality:

THIS IS FRIGGING TRUE. LOL!

holiday

2011-10-06T23:12:00.002+08:00

im frigging bored right now. seriously. nothing to do. just waiting for time to pass by. waiting for my bedtime. having the thought that i have to work tmr is totally not cool. i want my holidays. keep telling myself to endure for another 5 months and after that, i can lead my life as a normal human being. no strings attached. and i do what i want to do.

there are so many restrictions. i cant do this and i cant go there. and my poor friends who enjoying their holidays are happily holidaying in some countries. i really want to travel. that's what i really want to do. i dont want to be a tour guide leading a group of tourists. i want to be a tourist. i want to travel with own expenses with my lovely companions. that's all i want to do right now but i have to postpone it. next year. sadly.

fighting till the end.
xoxo

boy-friendless issues

2011-10-06T18:38:00.000+08:00

a good friend of mine said to me, "kau tak cari. tu pasal tak jumpa."
in other words, "you never put in any effort to find a boyfriend."

as usual, my typical answer, "haiya. why girls must make the first move. im not desperate lor." in fact im quite desperate lah but not in that lusty-musty kind. just need a companion to hear my nonsense everyday. no boyfriend but i have my brothers to listen to my nonsensical arguments and theories. the best part is that they pay for your food. heh.

maybe i should give it a try.

Hi! My name is Faridah. Im single. 23 years old. female. lives in singapore.
anyone interested, please email me at please.use.this.email@gmail.com.
xoxo

my friends are getting married. some became mums. and here i am, blogging, tumblring, watching Pretty Little Liars, drinking bubble tea, surviving my 6 months of internship and having a cat as one of my best friends. im not saying that im not interested in any relationship. everyone is. including those stray cats. they need love and to be taken care of.

im still searching. yes, i am although i may seemed uninterested. i dont do the talk, i observe and i decide for myself whether it's worth investing my whole life with someone. as long as i could not find what im looking for, i will not settled. :)

turning a year older

2011-10-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

thank you for all the wishes. thank you so much. especially those who text me in the middle of night. spamming me with birthday wishes, and also those who are still awake in the morning and wished me. thank you so much. i really appreciate it. and for those i replied your text messages late, im really sorry. i was working today and i didnt manage to get a second to reply to your well wishes promptly.

the greatest gifts from God are my parents, families and friends. thank you for being there for me. :)

xoxo

new challenges

2011-10-03T22:57:00.000+08:00

new environment.

new challenges.

i can make it through.

insya allah. <3

A Muslim man's love letter

2011-10-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

some sweet things to share. :)
source: tumblr.

If you love me, don't confess your love to me through haram ways,
This won;t please me and will instead drive me away!
Love games don't attract me.
If you love me, have sabar and i will knock on your door when the time is right.
Don't give me privileges which i don't deservce.
Keep me away from you, and i will approach you.
Don't love me, for i want you ignorant in love.
I want to teach you love when the right time comes and when you will be mine,
Only when we are joined together under our Creator's satisfcation.
Don't tell me what you feel, don't give me from your time, don't push me to lose you.
I am a man who does not want to see the one he loves committing sins or to live a forbidden love behind her family's back.
I don't want her to feel guilty and don't want her heart to suffer.
Put me under limits that i won't cross, kill me inside you so i won't grow to kill you.
Preserve what is beautiful inside you.
I want you innocent, chaste, pure.
I want you my love, but with Allah's blessings and not syaitan's whisperings.
And then, Only then, i will face everything and will be ready to go through difficulties to get you.
Don't be easy because then, i may not value you.
Don't love me now, so i won't hate you!
My heart wants you and doesn't want to lose you.
I don't want you to be just a passing fancy for me.
I want you a wife, a lover, the mother of my children, i want you to be the one i will spend my whole life with.
How could i be a faithful man to you when i try to break your chastity?
How would i be faithful to you if i push you to betray your family?
How could i trust a love which grew under Allah's wrath?
To make you mine through niqah is Islam's way.
Till then wait patiently and do not dismay.
To love you means to protect you.
To love you is to bring you closer to Allah and HIS deen.
To preserve you not to kill what is beautiful inside you.

insya-allah. :)

in my heart

2011-10-01T21:44:00.001+08:00

im sorry that i care for you so much.

im sorry that when you are alone, i did not accompany you.

im sorry that when i called you but you did not answer.

im sorry that i disturb your sleep with morning text messages.

im sorry that i am not the one who is your mind everyday.

im sorry that im not perfect.

im sorry that you will never talk to me.

im sorry that i still love you.

kalau macho, lepaskan lah burung tu...

2011-09-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

abang macho, abang macho...

i thought you are macho enough to let go of the birds biting on your hands instead you let it bite your macho hands. after that, you didnt bother to approach any of us to get immediate attention to your cuts. haish. abang macho, why you like that? haiyoyo. if like this, you tak payah kahwin lah. burung gigit pun nak maintain macho. itu dah tak macho, tu bodoh = stupid. HAH!

xoxo

been better

2011-09-29T00:30:00.000+08:00

alhamdulilah, we meet again after don't know how many months. heh. im still breathing, kicking with my love ones. this blog is not dead yet. lu tunggu kay.

we will meet again. insya allah. :)

xoxo

When having tight schedules...

2011-06-17T23:24:00.001+08:00

Bestfriends will make time for you although they are frigging busy with their own world.

Goodfriends will reject you but somehow, they will make it up to you. set another date, perhaps?

Friends will make time for you if they are really free. IF they are free, or they dont care about you. They apologize, at least.

below friends are bunch of people who care less about you. when you ask for a favour, they reject you and ignore you. (maybe forever). but when they need you the most, they treat you like angels.

OKAY BYE!

truly loving another means letting go of all expectations

2011-05-09T23:27:00.000+08:00

the feeling that you hope that the other party knows what you are feeling right now. the feeling that you wish to tell them but you just couldnt. maybe afraid of losing someone meaningful in our life and hoping that they know how you feel without putting them in words.

xoxo

hero kampung

2011-04-25T16:58:00.001+08:00

i cant help it to share this song with you lovely people. apologies because it's in my mother tongue, Bahasa Melayu. i find the song really cute and i cant wait to get the vcd/dvd/any kind of source, i just want to watch this movie. :)

unfriend you.

2011-04-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

when i decided to unfriend you means im over you. and it's up to me to befriend with you again. if you happen to add me again, then you should know what will be my answer.

sun+10

2011-03-19T01:19:00.000+08:00

each time i look into the mirror, i feel kind of depressed because im tanned. maybe it is not an issue for certain people but for me, it is serious. this is worst tanned experience i ever had since i graduated from secondary school. previously, my tan wasnt that bad. maybe because it's not that hot sunny when i was spending my time in the pool. but THIS, the tan-lines are so visible that i can see myself wearing a swimsuit when im cloth-less. people find it sexy and hot to have tan-lines but no, no, no. not for me. so here i am, isolating myself from the sun because i dont want to be burnt. the more i look into the mirror, the more im upset.

fad ran almost 7 hours under the scoring sun. i think his sunburnt is more serious than mine. and how he is able to deal with it? male and female is not the same species. we are different. some girls would like to have tanned skin but some dont. boys may prefer tanned skin (probably most of them) because it shows their masculine side of their life. who knows. all i know i want my tan-lines go away. that's all.

i wonder who reads my blog.
=/

xoxo

If you could own any kind of pet, what would it be?

2011-03-17T17:12:00.001+08:00

i would like to keep a cat. :)

ask me anything! :)

2011-03-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

feeling really tired right now. i will get some rest about after this. my shoulder is starting to ache. :( im trying to fix my body clock before it screwed up again. and having the idea of sleeping and waking up late during this vacation is really a bad idea. i really regret screwing up my body clock during the revision week.

meanwhile...
me: bye everyone!
librarian #1: finish already ah? oh okay. bye!
librarian #2: yah. she finished already.
librarian #1: eh, you going home already? today never borrow things ah?
me: hahaha. not today. (padahal aku ade 7 dvds kat rumah.)

and the most challenging task that i have to do was to find a romance fiction books. -.- it took me 30 minutes to find them. =/

i dont know what to do with my hair. it looks like a broom to me right now. =S

youtube has some issues with me and didnt let me watch Who Says by Selena Gomez & The Scene MV so i decided to embed the audio here.

xoxo

sleepy head

2011-03-16T02:25:00.000+08:00

i did nothing much today. i had BK chicken tendergrill for lunch. :) and i think there's something wrong with my card reader. -.- hope it will be okay tmr.

have a good rest everyone.

xoxo

the reason why i stay indoor

2011-03-15T00:44:00.000+08:00

i have to get their album real soon.

i-want-stay-at-home-monday

2011-03-14T18:39:00.001+08:00

it's a pretty monday. :)

a good start for the week. and work was awesome as usual. i would like to try the full-shift in future, maybe. see how it goes. :) i borrowed another 7 DVDs to keep me occupied in the afternoon since i have no plans with my girlfriends. i just feel like spending more time for myself because i dont have much time for that when school starts again.

AND IT'S DVD TIME!!

i watched Rumour has it... starred by Jennifer Aniston. she is one of my favourites. :)

grab a copy from the library or any rental shops. it has really an interesting storyline. a mixed of sexcitement, laughters, sadness and happiness. i give this movie two thumbs up. :)

xoxo

HELLO MARCH!

2011-03-14T18:10:00.000+08:00

im back home after a few months disappearing in blogger. anyways, you can always find me at http://loveacoustic.tumblr.com if you missed me and that will be my substitute hideout place. :)

oh yesss. im having my holidays right now. :)

MY BBF

2010-12-21T02:44:00.000+08:00

i told him that i love him everyday.

12 days to XMAS

2010-12-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

i keep on running but i cant get away from you.

2010-12-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

under construction

2010-12-08T02:02:00.001+08:00

my blog is under construction. i can't do much right now. need to get some rest and mug for the mid-session test. you will see some changes like pages? okay. just look forward to it kay.

xoxoxo.

new url ah bro!

2010-12-07T21:05:00.001+08:00

i've changed my url to http://furrydah.blogspot.com :)

well, the reason why because i love the name of furrydah. and idafairy, it reminded me of someone. so change lor. since we can change partners, why not change url right?

i'll be extra nice this month. one lucky person will received a xmas present from me. no hints given because it's supposed to be a surprise. :) since december had been evil to me last year, i shall be evil to you this year :)

take care lovers.
(:

GOMMMMM

2010-12-06T19:37:00.000+08:00

Strippers are professional exotic dancers who perform at the casino and runners are people who lost in their bet and run around like mad people. Anchorman is people who work in a ship. you know, like popeye the sailorman. oh yes! Blower is erm...you know what i mean right?

whoever believe what i said, you are so gonna fail your GOM tmr. LOL.

i just realized that it's not how much you have to memorize. memorizing doesn't distinguish you than someone else. yeah, what you said it's true. for the first time, i tried to memorize but it failed. nothing went into my brain. D:

& santa is gonna come and make him mine in xmas. :p

thankful friday

2010-12-03T11:57:00.001+08:00

a kind soul fetched me home from work today.

awww...

dear december,

2010-12-01T01:37:00.000+08:00

my semester break is coming. and im really looking forward it. i need my beauty sleep. desperately. i hate waking up early. and i love to snoozed my alarm clock. :D

M-ASS-TEE, please be nice to me. give me questions that i can answer. God, please guide me when i forget my answers. classmates, all the best for the paper tmr. (:

it's the last month of the year 2010. and december, be a nice to me and to all my love ones. let's enjoy december like it's snowing here. (just pretend or cramp ourself in the cold room)

& dont hate me cuz im beautiful.

xoxo

M-ASS-TEE MADNESS

2010-11-30T00:52:00.001+08:00

i cant help it luh.

okay, M-ASS-TEE MADNESS.

first paper this wednesday.

woot woot.

hairy, i miss you like crazy.

if you are hot, im hotter.

2010-11-27T22:56:00.000+08:00

hey baby, what's your name?

you cant read my poker face

2010-11-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

and yes, you cant read my poker face. okay. maybe yes. im trying to get the poker faced. emotionless. expressionless.

ever since school has started, i hardly have time for my blog. :( how? delete ah? cannot lah.

this semester is absorbing my energy more than last year. ugh. sleepless night. projects are the killers. i cant wait for the term break. i want my holiday so badly. i need to catch up with my sleep and my hairy-hairy besty. :)

i'll be back soon.

LU TUNGGU!

meet my boys

2010-11-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

do you believe it that...

2010-10-25T00:36:00.001+08:00

my hairy besty is the best thing ever been mine?

i love him so very much.

obsessed with...

2010-10-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

Edna Mode.

a song that makes me...

2010-10-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

wish i was special.

that's all i want to say for now.

im confused. and you are...?

2010-10-15T05:05:00.000+08:00

have you ever been in a situation when you drag in and forced to participate the whole "fun-fair thing"? and you dont know what the hell is going on? okay, somehow you knew it in the end. and the best part is you get all the blames from another party.

im confused. and so what's your name?

can someone un-confused me? one after another. never ending. and BOOMZ! i received another case-study. im tired and sleepy but i couldnt sleep. my impromptu swimming session with the chalet kakis was fun. i get excited jumping in the pool and i dont know why. hmmm.

my twitter is private now.

kuzzin, lets bake cupcakes with our initials.

me & you are forever.

no one can break us up.

not even the mamat from north india.

Eat Pray Love

2010-10-07T00:01:00.000+08:00

Live by your own rules.

somebody slap me!

2010-10-06T01:21:00.000+08:00

been thinking about it since a few months ago.

how ummi baby?

i need guidance.

what i want for my birthday.

2010-10-03T03:40:00.000+08:00

okay. sounds so demanding. who cares. my birthday, i punya pasal. hehehe. xD

let me list down the things that i would like to receive on my birthday. im not picky. i dont really care much about birthday presents. all i want is to let people know that im a year older than last year. age is just a number. what matters most is yourself. old but young at heart. happy or not? HAPPY! (:

1. im a great fan of bubble tea. any flavour will do for me. my personal favourite is strawberry milk tea.

2. im a female. every month we will go through a wonderful experience which known as period. getting a sanitary pads for my birthday, it will be a yes-yes. i can stock up my pads in the closet. (:

3. i dont wear make-up. so dont bother buying me make-up kits. but i do facial wash. so surprise me with syahirah facial products. i'll be happy to receive and use them.

4. i love books. give me Popular vouchers. i want to use them to buy stationeries, books or even music cds. (:

5. i want some thing to hug. like this huge carebear plushie. fuuh. i can hug this teddy all night long baby. :p

6. call me and sing me a birthday song. that will make me a happy girl for the next 12 months. (:

alrighty. short and sweet. & get well soon, furrydah.

p.s. all photos are taken online. thank you for the pichas. (:

HELLO OCTOBER!!

2010-10-02T00:02:00.000+08:00

can i change my name to October? xD

before i forget, thank you Nuffnang for the tickets to Charlie St. Cloud. i watched with my hairy best friend. :D zac efron kept crying in the movie. how i wished i could go into the screen and wipe off his tears. i cant look at someone who cries because i dont know what to say and im afraid my words are too blunt and he or she couldnt accept it and then, they start to cry more. you know what i meant. hmmm. i give 4 furry pink cupcakes out of 5 for the movie. :D

HAPPY CHILDREN DAY TO EVERYONE.

i could still remember how my childrens day were celebrated in primary school. the whole afternoon session watched the all time favourite disney animated movie - Aladdin. exciting or whaat? and when there's a kissing scene, everyone were cheering about it. mcm nonsense gitu but everyone enjoyed the movie. :D

do you still remember our beloved teachers gave us sweets and chocolates? and we get excited receiving them. like you never seen so many sweets in our whole life? and im one of them. so happy kay. sweets were expensive those days... (:

i decided to pamper myself since im still a kid. a going to be 22 years old kid. an ice cream for myself. bought it for S$1.80 from the aunty shop downstairs. (:

happy or not?

HAPPPPYYYY!

what do you do when your heart in two places?

2010-10-01T21:15:00.000+08:00

so how brown cow?

what should i do?

how to maintain your jambu-ness without getting rotten

2010-09-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

thinking about your ex-bf and cried over the things he did to you, what he promised you, what he said to you... - this is normal. nothing to be ashamed and to be scared of. we are human. we have feelings. i slap your face, you feel the pain and then, cry. i'll feel same as you slap my face, i'll cry too.

based on my experience, this is what i did to maintain my jambu-ness with your ex-bf:

1. delete him from your fb friend list. (if you cant do it, ask your friend to do for you. :p)

2. update your fb's wall with application and games e.g. baking life, mafia wars. be active.

3. list down what you want to do in life. it can be anything e.g. roller blading, watching movie solo.

4. post up your happy faces at fb.

5. after few months, add him back in fb. (it indicates that you are over him; being neutral) no spamming at his walls of private message because it is not cool. really. tak perlu kay.

6. when it's birthday, texted him a birthday wish. short and simple. no need to be drama-mama texted like typing essay. he's not gonna read all your long-winded wishes. he only read the last few lines of the text msg. that's why they are called boys.

7. dont text him first if you know that he'll reply you back. please lah hor, he left you den you want him to take you back? if he text you, take your time to reply him.

8. be yourself. relax. chill. drink bubble tea. (:

my fingers couldnt stop clicking. i bought a necklace online again. and this would be the last for this month. got to wait till next month to shop again.

my solo night

2010-09-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

i love my job although it gets boring when i have nothing to do. stop and stare. im pretty good at it. 4 hours of non-stop staring at the Plasma TV, watching the CNA. heh. life is good huh. xD

my solo night went quite well despite of some incoming calls. -.- i should have mute my mobile phone so that i could pretend that i didnt see the mobile screen blinking, screaming and wanting me to answer all calls. text messages are better. just text kay. i'll reply you. (:

i had my dinner, solo. i prefer using solo to alone. alone sounds so pathetic. single girls should be happy and not feeling pathetic like there's no hope for them. for today onwards, S-O-L-O.

just look at my dinner. i didnt eat the whole day. long john silver's coleslaw is the best! love it to the max. and not forgetting about the fries too. both of them = heaven! and the auntie kept trying to upsell the meal and it was quite irritating especially when you want to buy a small portion and then upsell upsell upsell, you have almost everything from the menu. well, i guess she saw me holding a 10 dollars note so try luck ah. upsell lah. upsize lah. got lucky draw. layan je...

i bought a watch for myself. i have this habit of not wearing my watch. seriously. i depend so much on my mobile phone. i'll be the kachong spider when it comes to exams. ask for extra watch becos i dont have a proper one. and i did biz law paper without a watch although i asked my friend to bring one for me but i forgot to ask for it. so, check out y'all my noob watch. im watching youuuu...

i should do this more often.

it's great, satisfying

& helps you overcome your fears

of getting unnoticed.

char kway teow Version 0.5

2010-09-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

i lost the previous recipe. the one that i copied from a malay cooking show. hmm... more to watching it and copied it from the webby. hehe. unfortunately, the archives for that cooking episode is gone. so, i decided to google the recipe. thanks google. you saved my day. (:

im not a good cook and i'll never be. i didnt eat the dishes that i cooked and i dont know why. maybe because im not that confident to face the moment of truth that your Aunty Idah dont know how to cook. if like that, how to get married? will the dowry money of S$10,000 will be equal to the capabilities that i have by cooking instant noodles and fried chicken wings? eh, my instant noodles best horkay. got prawns, fishballs, veggies and if you are lucky got cockles okay.

anyways, check out my char kway teow Version 0.5.

okay. it doesnt look like a noodle. not even like those cooking FAILED episode in our lives BUT you can see Mister Beansprouty! *waves at mr. beansprouty*. hehe.

and im not stingy-kedekut-nak-mampos as you can see that mr prawny is included into the char kway teow Version 0.5 family. YAY!

it doesnt taste like those at coffee shop. nevermind. noob can learn from the expert. i'll stand beside a char kway teow professional cook and secretly watch how they make those yummay noodles. hehe.

for those who want to try to cook Char Kway Teow Version 0.5,

here's the recipe:

Kway Teow noodle

Vegetable Oil

Garlic - chopped

Eggs

Bean Sprouts

Dark Soya Sauce

Pepper

just mix and JENG JENG JENG... you will have your own Char Kway Teow. (:

“Who would you like Charlie St. Cloud (Zac Efron) to choose – his brother or the girl he likes? And why?”

2010-09-19T03:39:00.000+08:00

hohoho. who doesnt know who is Zac Efron. this mamat(boy in malay term) from high school musical who stole all teenage girls' hearts including those who are uhm not really that in their teens. anyways, an upcoming movie featured him as the lead actor in the movie....

Charlie St. Cloud.

Synopsis of the movie:

Based on an acclaimed novel, Charlie St. Cloud is a romantic movie starring Zac Efron as a young man who survives an accident that lets him see the world in a unique way. In this emotionally charged story, he begins a romantic journey in which he embraces the dark realities of the past while discovering the transformative power of love.

Accomplished sailor Charlie St. Cloud has the adoration of mother Claire and little brother Sam, as well as a college scholarship that will lead him far from his sleepy Pacific Northwest hometown. But his bright future is cut short when a tragedy strikes and takes his dreams with it.

After his high-school classmate Tess returns home unexpectedly, Charlie grows torn between honoring a promise he made four years earlier and moving forward with newfound love. And as he finds the courage to let go of the past for good, Charlie discovers the soul most worth saving is his own.

oh yes yes!

here's the trailer.

alright. now the question is...

“Who would you like Charlie St. Cloud (Zac Efron) to choose – his brother or the girl he likes? And why?”

hmmm. tough question. feels like tossing a dice to answer this question. hahaha.

personally, i would like Charlie to choose the girl who he likes. im not being evil or trying to break the relationship between him and his brother. in life, we have to move on although it's so difficult to move one step forward and forget about the past. it's easier to say than to actually practice it. if we put in effort to move on, im sure that we can make it through one day. each day we move on, more and more opportunities coming up for us. memories could haunt us but it's who we are to choose to stay or to move on. dwelling about the past and blaming ourselves, doesnt do any good. so, look forward and sway your way down the track and tell yourself, "i love my life. it's time to move on."

don't forget to...

“Catch Zac Efron in his new romantic movie Charlie St. Cloud,

opening in cinemas September 30!”

your dream car

2010-09-17T03:30:00.002+08:00

im just wondering what actually men wants for his dream girl. do they have a list of criteria that they noted down while watching the desperate housewife or gossip girls?

"i love her because she's nice, kind-hearted, pretty, cute and nice hair." - anonymous.

and you know what, i wish to hear this in future,

"i love her because she's independent. she knows how to look after of herself and i have no worries if i died of heart attack because she can handle it and she can manage her life without me. i dont need to worry about her because she knows what's doing. she doesnt agreed anything what's on my mind but i know that she loves me. she's my girlfriend, bestfriend, lover and my enemy. and thats why i love her."

yeah baby!

back to old school

2010-09-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

see what i found...

TAMAGOTCHI V3 !!!

my hidden talent

2010-09-09T00:37:00.001+08:00

my hidden talent (bakat terpendam). dont play play. this minah can fold ketupat horkay. ^^

RED ALERT!

2010-09-07T02:41:00.000+08:00

hello kawan-kawan (friends).

i had my fookmah paper in the afternoon just now. wait. i meant yesterday's afternoon. i shall not talk about it anymore. im done with you fmah. we broke up eventually after spending 2 hours solving problems and trying to understand each other. fmah, it's me and not because of you. please understand my situation right now. i dont like you but i already put alot of effort to bring us back together. but it failed okay? FAILED!

haish. i dont understand what's wrong with this mamat called fmah. i tak paham you lah. -.-

i headed to geylang serai with one main objective - BUY MY BAJU RAYA. it's kind of last minute shopping. and abang was late LATE LATE! i couldnt find the colour that we wanted which is red. we went a few rounds at the pasar geylang. no size no colour. i felt like giving up just now. i never felt this stress before. stress of buying baju kurung.

whatever it is lah hor, i got my baju kurung already. i bought for mak also. makcik gave discounts and namecard. good service. i like the makcik. so makcik got any son who is single and available? hehe.

im eating the rock candy that i ordered from kymm the other time. :)

i dont know why i have problems getting a baju kurung. the reason will be either no size or design so orbit ahh. next year, i would tell mak to buy for me. that means she chose the design and colour for me. :) im not pampered and lazy lah. i just couldnt think straight when it comes to buying baju kurung. so many designs and colours. i dont know which to choose and the one that im looking for are always out of stock.

oh my love, when are you coming for me?
im waiting for no one. =/

a song that makes me...

2010-09-04T02:21:00.003+08:00

want to (almost) cry.

i was listening to 987fm while on the way back home from work. it played this song and i fell in love with the lyrics of the song immediately. this song really touched my heart. seriously. i tak tipu. i sat on the park bench just to listen closely to the lyrics. this song is so amazing that it actually moved my heart. it's the most beautiful song that ever heard so far.

when i see your face,
there's not a thing that i would change,
cause you're amazing.
just the way you are.
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile,
cause girl you're a amazing,
just the way you are.

love oh love,

i love you so much.

i fall for the mamat next door

2010-09-03T00:05:00.001+08:00

You Fall for the Guy or Girl Next Door Type

You think that people make love too complicated, and what you want in a partner happens to be pretty simple.
You're content with someone who's nice, attractive, honest, and normal. So how come that's so hard to find?

You are fairly traditional, and you value security in relationships more than most people. It's important for you to find someone loyal.
When you find the right person, you don't expect much from him or her. You're just happy to be together.

What Type Do You Fall For?

Blogthings: Free Quizzes for Everyone

wouldnt it be great if my (akan datang) bf stays 2 blocks away from me?

every morning, you can hear me screaming from the carpark,

"BABY!! WAKE UP!! MORNING ALREADY!!

LATER LATE FOR SCHOOL AHHH!!"

i dont expect much from my (akan datang) bf.
i just want us to be happy.
(:

hehe.

^.^

meet my imaginary boyfriend (:

2010-09-02T01:26:00.001+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!

let me introduce my (imaginary) BOYFRIEND!!!

alamak, why you got goatee baby?

and look at his sexy black eyes.

hehe.

^.^

well, both of us got the same interest,

we like play games at fb, chat at msn, disturb each other,

play online games together, webcam every night and many more.

basically, what i like,

he also like.

hehe.

we argue about the simplest thing in our life.

and when im really mad at him,

i will do this to him.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

okay, i dont want to disturb you.

love you.

do you mind...?

2010-08-30T07:51:00.000+08:00

i really respect you but sometimes you really get on my nerves. do you mind shutting your mouth for at least 1 hour? okay, 30 mins. i'll be lenient to you. c'mon, dont you have anything else to do either than talking and rambling with all those things that are playing around in your head. who bothers about your opinion when we got nothing to do with your mini world of your own? no one cares. especially me. i am a patience and i have high tolerance and it doesnt mean that you can talk like there are no fullstops.

i need a break okay. the reason im keeping quiet becos im not interested at all. cannot read the signs issit? i dont want to be rude and shut you up becos it's going to be really nasty. and i dont want that to happen. if that happens, you will see the monsterous side of me. and i dont get mad easily and you dont need to test me.

i thank God for giving me the patience.
amin.

if could turn back time...

2010-08-27T01:46:00.001+08:00

if i were given a wish to turn back time, it would be a great opportunity for me. and what would i change if i were given this chance? should i tell the younger me how badly i did for my accounts paper and advise her to start to love numbers and practice the ten years series? or should i warn her that she will do badly in any bgr and never to fall in love with some who you really know? or should i joke with her that my love is actually a gay who loves girls?

remember the day when boy meets girl. and how actually become friends but it didnt end well becos of some younger chicks who are hotter than me. some things you just could not run away like break-up, failing in life, disappointment, hatred and anything that are related. love her mum and thought nothing could happened to her becos she is a wonderwoman, but somehow she landed in the hospital for almost 2 weeks becos of mild stroke. feeling the disappointment becos you cant do anything but to sit down and cry. and the only place you could cry is the pillow that will accompany till you sleep. you have no well-built handsome boyfriend to shield you and you got no where to comfort yourself except those pillows that have been crying on over months.

i will hold her hand i whisper in her ears and tell her that everything going to be alright. and starts playing I Gotta Feeling by the blackeyed peas full blast. jump on the bed like some crazy lil kids, pillow fighting, dance like a monkey and eat double cheeseburger enjoying every munch like NOM NOM NOM NOMMMM NOOOMMMM. bring her out cycling at east coast park, kite flying at marina barrage, shopping at bugis street, a cup of strawberry milk tea and shoot the pearls up the ceilingafter that, lepak at starbucks and never buy anything from there.

there are many other ways to make yourself happy and sextisfied with your life. although the 22 year old me is a loser but she is enjoying every minute of her life. well becos she got all my family, kuzzin, besty, BGFs and all her friends who loves her as who she is. and most importantly, dont let the past hold you back. enjoy life.

We'll be back.

2010-08-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

okay, i cant find ky photos.

becos she left before us.

but you are always in our hearts.

chey3.

today is the day we decided to join our forces

and pay back our contribution to the community.

okaylah, only for this project.

for mama jy, the corps and the darlings SJ-ers.

got to search my uniform and the accessories.

i missed working with them.

seriously.

the crapness and craziness never fail to cheer us up when we are stress.

HAHAHA!

clarke quay tmr.

wheewwwwwwwwwwww.

Zohar

2010-07-29T22:43:00.002+08:00

Our Management Team.

From left to right.

Siti Nadzirah - Architect

Lee Xin Tian - Assistant Restaurant Manager

Marc Lim - Owner of Zohar (Big Boss)

Nurul Hazirah (Restaurant Manager)

Chef Paul (Sous Chef)

Faridah (Interior Designer)

we are very experience in fine dining.
we have the best chef in the world.
we make you want to SPARKLES.

coming soon to serve you.

Asian fusion fine dining restaurant.

just remember,

SPARKLES!

(:

2010-07-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

YATTA!

2010-07-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

i didnt know that you got BIG eyes.

LOL!

fort canning tmr.

wheew!

♥ you.

2010-07-25T16:30:00.001+08:00

i want a fire engine for birthday.

ugh.

2010-07-23T06:34:00.000+08:00

i feel like slapping farhan right now.
he took my mug of coffee and replaced it with cereal.
and how am i supposed to enjoy my coffee?
-.-

and fmah is being bitchy today.
ihy but im trying to love you.

i want friday to end fast.
seriously need my beauty sleep.
my body is aching.

timun & udyn,
i love you guys so much.
thank you for your companion while im sleeping.

why

2010-07-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

give me a chance

& i'll prove it right.

a song that makes me...

2010-07-16T00:30:00.001+08:00

feels alive.

she's beautiful

2010-07-09T22:29:00.005+08:00

i took a photo of my mum.
i told her to smile to my sexy corby pro.
and just look at her smile.
:D
i told her,
"muka mak mcm cina makan babi. HAHAHAHHA!"
(your face looks so chinese. HAHAHAHA!)
and then, she laughed out loud too.
LOL!

i should have think twice before saying that to her.
but she was pretty cool about it.
phew.

i cant imagine myself sitting on a thinking chair,
and reflecting what i said to her just now.

hee.

i complaint about work to my mum.
me: "my leg pain seh.tadi buku banyak seh. budak _____ tak tahu nak
letak balik buku ke per?"
mak: "why pain? alah. buku banyak bising. buku sikit pun bising."
me:"alaaahh mak. i want to complaint abit also cannot."
mak: *insert cheeky smile*

HAHAHA!
my mum is so cute like munchkin kitten can?

i love my mak.
(:

choki choki

2010-07-08T23:57:00.003+08:00

im so proud of myself today.
i managed to complete my gems assignment.
(:

and it was awesomeness day with the kuzzin icka and mak long ytd.
we went to geylang and took lotsa pichas.
hee.

i will upload them up when im free.
totally free like i can die.
HAHA.

i lost the poppy flowers. NEARLY.
and abang is so irritating with his remarks.
mcm nak glue je mulut.
HAHA.

and i'll turned to my lil baby - a'an.
complaint to him.

me: you see ah. your brother. so noisy!
a'an: my brother is also your brother what.

...

cant wait for my weekends.
i want my long late wake up call.
(:

impossible

2010-07-06T00:37:00.002+08:00

what is love?

love is a random feeling that will come anything time at anywhere.
if you are one of the random people clan, maybe you can relate to it.
seriously, i cant really define what is love.
different people have their own level of expectations.
how about me?
so, what love means to you, furry?

for me, love is being friend.
being able to accept the flaws of the other party.
being transparency.
and trust.

(:

anyways, back to the cool stuffs.
woot woot.

i finally bought psp memory card.
8 gb for 45 bucks.
and the not-so-cute chinese cashier gave me discount.
so i paid 43 bucks only.
IM SO HAPPY.

and secondly,
i managed to transfer my games to the gadget all by myself.
and also thanks to my dear friend, aisyah who helped me with the folders.
(i dont know what it called.)
IM SO SO HAPPY!

and thirdly,
my darling kuzzin yang dicintai face featured at page 10 of BH.
IM SO SO SO HAPPY!

:D
:DD
:DDD
:DDDD

imy if you dont know.

hey sisters!

2010-07-04T23:16:00.005+08:00

im so bored with school.
like seriously.

and i just dont know why.
maybe i lost my interest in studies.
or im just being lazy.
haish.

can i stay at home and rot the whole day?
no, i should go somewhere that's peaceful.
like the jungle.
living with the nature and the animals.
discover my own species and make new ones.
okay. stop here.

i have 2 irritating brothers.
and i always stuck in the midlle.
listen to their ramblings and nonsensical remarks.
sungguh tak perlu.

me: is my shoulder too broad for a girl?
a'an: erm, please turn around. i think you look better with short hair so that ppl will mistaken you as a man. (insert smiley face)
me: not funney kay. die. like this all boys dont want me. LOL.
a'an: HAHAHAHA! tu lah, sape suruh semangat SJ during sec sch. kan body macam lelaki.

arseholly punya budak.

anyways, appreciate them when they are around.
becos you will never know when they gone.
i love my two sisters! :p

im already gone

2010-06-25T23:31:00.004+08:00

it feels good when it's still a secret.

my bag pain. (lol)

2010-06-25T02:10:00.001+08:00

im so happy that my holiday is ending soon.

a song that makes me...

2010-06-22T01:50:00.003+08:00

wanna sing out loud while waiting for tmr's briefing.
MUAHAHAHAHA!

"heartbreaker you've got the best of me
but I just keep on comin' back incessantly
oh why did you have to run your game on me
i should have known right from the start
you'd go and break my heart~~~~~~"

lol.

WE ARE GIVING AWAY FREE BALLS!

2010-06-20T23:21:00.002+08:00

and yes, we do.
for the next 4 days.

i was 45mins late.
=/

i had tom yum for dinner.
yummy.

i did my paintings.
tmr, gonna start on our ttp.
:)

someone commented about my curls.
she like it.
i also like it.
xD

HAPPY FATHERS DAY, abah!
:D

HELLO SUNTEC!

2010-06-19T23:13:00.003+08:00

but you are not that sunny afterall.

anyways, im having my holidays right now. but it's gone. like gone.
okay, i volunteered. i made that decision kay.
im tired. that's all.

besty's sis wedding tmr.
im going. i got chauffeur.
no comments.
he must be punctual or i'll just break his car.
okay, no violence.
i'll break his ATM CARD!!

im done with folding and cutting.
yeah. im so proud of myself today.
:)

my parents were more concerned on me using the penknife than using the kitchen knife.
hmm.
weird...like their daughter too.

goodnight lovely fireworks.

2010-06-12T17:50:00.002+08:00

"Music is my life.
You're my sweetest nightingale.
But i cant hear it here no more."

a song that makes me...

2010-05-18T22:52:00.001+08:00

...waiting for that the final moment.
you say the words that i cant say.

going nowhere but up

2010-05-17T23:26:00.006+08:00

im trying to forget everything you did to me.
how you tore my dreams.
the every single word that you told me.
the promises that you said to me but never come true.
the tears that i cried for weeks.
the sacrifies we made for us.
the happy moments we had.

i dont want to remember all of that.
becos it hurts me so much.
but what hurts most,

to see her and your face appears in my mind.

i dont know how much correction tapes or detergeant
i need use to erase you in my life.
3 months & im still fighting.

besty, i miss you.
GFFs, i love you.
___, i need you.

You Know I Miss You

2010-05-16T23:36:00.002+08:00

MY BESTY IS COMING HOME!
:DD

What YouTube video made you laugh recently?

2010-05-14T23:26:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9etanOtQ0go (LOL!)

ask me anything

HELLO JAYBEE!

2010-05-13T22:03:00.007+08:00

my trip to JAYBEE last week was a blast. although, i wasnt looking forward to it. xD im still missing the 5 meals per day, the cosy bed and mouth watering foods. =/ hehe. here are the photos that i took during the week. just to share a few. happy looking. :D

timun & udyn were the ones who are excited for the trip.
and they got to lay their arse on the bed before me.

a night when our room became a lepak corner.
everyone was watching 3 abdul at tv2.
LOL.

a tour around the resort.
can see who engrossed my classmates were.
chey3.
GOOD2!
xD

dinner at the japanese restaurant.
the dinner was okay.
too many veggies.
cannot lahh.

i like this shot.
i like it! yea. i like it!
xD
i was trying to entertain myself.
i was in not the mood face because i slept late the night before.
we were having the so-called fine dining experience.
and i can assure you that i failed my ettiquette.
LOL.
this the chicken wing that i bought from JUSCO.
i was so desperately craving for REAL chicken.
so i bought one for myself.
:D

this is the bbq dinner.
i like your post el.
i like it. ahaa. i like it.
LOL.

and i cant believed this two kids are watching
the survivor on chn 5.
xD

and the day came to an end.
a group of air-stewardess pulling thier luggage home.
xD

one-week away from home.
IMY.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

2010-05-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

formspring.me

2010-05-01T20:03:00.001+08:00

ask me anything http://formspring.me/furrydah

the mamat who stole my heart

2010-04-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

Im Feeling:

the mamat in the middle stole my heart

when i was in primary 5.

i used to have their album

but it's nowhere to be seen now.

-.-

anyways, many the other mamats dislike him.

well, becos they feel that he's too young to be famous.

his baby face attracted me.

i dont care what other mamats would think about him.

and today, this mamat has transformed to be a man.

he's no longer a mamat who the mamats think

that he has no future.

look at him.

he's not that cute baby face with no hopes anymore.

he's a superstar.

im still head banging with his music

although some are jiwagz to the max.

anyways, i love newboyz.

formspring.me

2010-04-29T20:06:00.003+08:00

Ask me anything(: http://formspring.me/furrydah

formspring.me

2010-04-29T20:06:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything(: http://formspring.me/furrydah

HELLO JAGUNG!

2010-04-28T22:03:00.004+08:00

Im Feeling:

abang was trying to be cute while queuing at popular.

RANDOM.

baby if you wanna rock, im ready to roll

2010-04-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

Im Feeling:

if only my lil fingers are flexible enough

to play a guitar and

my voice is melodic as an angel,

i would sing this song to you.

but for now,

im only good in clicking the Play button.

i.stone.you

2010-04-26T23:46:00.003+08:00

Im Feeling:

im tired.

10am - 6pm TMR.

i.want.my.bed.and.pillows.

hug.timun.and.never.let.go.

becos.you.are.so.hugable.

i.think.i.will.have.panda.eyes.TMR.

abang.says.i.mixed.with.male.friends.too.much.

till.i.forgot.that.im.a.girl.

rawr.

she got everything that i have to live without

2010-04-19T23:33:00.002+08:00

Im Feeling:

my nerd mouse

2010-04-18T23:36:00.003+08:00

Im Feeling:

Me: alamak, all green seh.
Abang: see first.
Me: excuse me. left green only ah?
Cheena Boy: yah. left green only. why leh?
Me: huh... but green SOOOO BOYISH.
Cheena Boy: where got boyish. you can paint it if you want.

this cheena boy mintak kena smack.
HAHAHA.

finally,
i got myself a new mouse.
a green one.
quite cutugly.
hmm.

i thanked my bro for paying the mouse.
well, that's the only way to show/tell him
that i love him.

my nerd mouse.
he looks so nerdy.
-.-

im looking forward to school, NOT.

Monsters made me cry

2010-04-17T22:26:00.005+08:00

Im Feeling:

i spent my afternoon watching movies.

Where The Wild Things Are was amazing.
the storyline was exciting, crazy
and the monsters are superbly ugly cute.
believe it or not,
i cried watching this movie.
im so touched by those ugly monsters.

well, i decided to watch some humour
after those heart-touchy movie.
this movie was hilarious.
i was laughing alone while watching it.
and my mum kept turning her head
from the sofa to check what happened.
heh.

school gonna start real soon.
holidays, you'll be missed.
<3

imy

2010-04-17T01:14:00.000+08:00

Ku impikan dikau slalu,
Hanya itu yang ku mampu,
Masih terasa sentuhmu,
Kapan lagi kan bertemu.

perjodohan

2010-04-14T20:16:00.006+08:00

today is the saddest day of the month of April. my optical mouse, pawsy is officially gone. he was left in an auditorium in NUS and he will never returned to his faithful owner. all thanks to abang. but im thankful that my lappy, coco is still intact and survived. in addition, abang promised to get me another optical mouse a.s.a.p and i found this flyer in the kitchen.

what a coincidence. got offer somemore leh. xD

anyways, i checked my timetable and it looks something like this :
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LOL!

some of you might be wondering about my jodoh as what i mentioned in my previous post. well, im single and yes, i do mingle around with all types of gender regardless of their race, age and qualifications but i do really admire the jodoh that i've been searching for the past 2 months.

it was love of first sight. when i looked at you, my heart starts to beat fast. and i know that i must have you and be with me everyday. i love your smooth skin and your sleek moves. ohhh mannn. okaylah, let me introduce you my new walking companion.

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doesnt he looks damn HOT?
mummy gonna wear you tmr.
we'll have some good time together.
oh yes!

it makes you wonder

2010-04-10T12:21:00.000+08:00

1:4

2010-04-06T17:20:00.002+08:00

are you the rainbow that been
hiding behind those dark clouds?
<3

my cheena bff

2010-04-05T23:28:00.004+08:00

introducing my cheena BFF.
we met in 2006.
she never fail to make me laugh
with all her crazy ideas and remarks.
:D

had brunch with her.
i missed the days we ate lunch together
at the school canteen.
the laughters that we shared
and the way we imagined
and unnecessary comments to
anything under the sky.
heh.

& thank you so much for your companion
this morning.
appreciate it alot lah sister.
<3

:D

2010-04-04T15:17:00.009+08:00

IM A BUNEEEYYYY!
LOL.

my new baby

2010-04-03T15:40:00.003+08:00

meet my new baby.

he's been so nice to me.